"I know," she said softly. "And I'm not trying to make you, like, responsible for it or anything." She started to unconsciously wring her hands a bit. "Just...a 'This is how your Kathy works' kinda thing, I guess? I don't wanna just wordwall at you all of how I'm fucked up or whatever, but..." She trailed off, frowning. "I dunno. I'm worse than I was in high school. Figured maybe you should know?"