Ezra Sagishi (
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Room 210, Friday Afternoon
It'd been almost two weeks. Ezra was starting to be okay. Which was to say, he'd repressed the hell out of the fact that he'd seen ––
You know what? No. Let's just not go there. He'd been thoroughly over it once he'd stopped shaking and wanting to puke his guts out (after he'd felt like he already had). And that had been the very same day already, so. He was done with it, and had been for almost two weeks.
(The less said about said two weeks, though, the better. Unless you happened to be a fan of questionable coping methods.)
Things were just fine now. He'd just finished packing up a box of his winter stuff that he needed to send up to Currant to Ava for safekeeping, and was currently just standing by the window, looking up towards the sky. Maybe today he'd go out exploring.
Get into trouble.
[ooc: Open door, open post. ETA: Dante thread going NSFW, no surprise to anyone.]
You know what? No. Let's just not go there. He'd been thoroughly over it once he'd stopped shaking and wanting to puke his guts out (after he'd felt like he already had). And that had been the very same day already, so. He was done with it, and had been for almost two weeks.
(The less said about said two weeks, though, the better. Unless you happened to be a fan of questionable coping methods.)
Things were just fine now. He'd just finished packing up a box of his winter stuff that he needed to send up to Currant to Ava for safekeeping, and was currently just standing by the window, looking up towards the sky. Maybe today he'd go out exploring.
Get into trouble.
[ooc: Open door, open post. ETA: Dante thread going NSFW, no surprise to anyone.]
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Whatever.
He gave the tiniest of shrugs in reply to that raised eyebrow.
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Ezra stretched out.
And after a moment's –– it wasn't hesitation, as such. More just a thought. So, after a moment's thought, he rolled slowly onto his side. Shifted a little until he could curl up against Dante.
Even slid his arm over the other guy's chest. No point doing it in half-measures.
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It just felt natural to slide an arm right back around Ezra, pulling him in close.
That was all.
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And what it was needed. As much as it was also too damn late, in some ways. Ezra settled down, skin to skin. He let out a quiet sigh.
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He just knew this made him feel less shitty, and talking again would probably ruin it.
So he toyed with Ezra's hair and that was that.
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But he didn't. He closed his eyes instead. Just focused on feeling, like he had before when the situation had been wholly different.
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Part of him just wanted to fall asleep and hope this shit would be magically gone in the morning.
He had no idea how long it was before he finally did something as stupid as opening his mouth again. "I don't wanna go," he said.
In case that wasn't already blatantly obvious.
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So why bother.
(Also by now he'd at least gotten over that urge.)
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Which kinda explained a lot about them in general.
"You okay, Ez?"
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It didn't sound very genuine. Or like it was meant to be taken as genuine, either. But it was as close to a 'no' as he was likely to get.
"You?"
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"Sure," he said.
It was a sarcastic sort of sure that communicated 'so we're the same level of sure' pretty nicely without him having to point out Ez wasn't being genuine straight-up.
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"So that's settled, then."
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Still sarcastically, of course.
"Fucking hell," he added, less with the sarcasm, more with the complete commitment to the phrase. He shut his eyes. "...'m glad you're back, dickhead."
Even ignoring all the complicated shit, at least it meant Ezra was still alive.
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Anyway.
"Don't call me that or I'll leave again, darling," he replied, lightly. "But it's nice to be back." Well. Okay enough if he ignored the confusing mass of conflicting emotions.
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It was a lame joke, and he fell silent right after, but hey. He still wasn't moving.
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Well. At least not if he didn't want to disappoint a werefox.
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Dante rubbed idly at Ezra's back, not quite as inclined to shit like nuzzling but also unwilling to break the bubble again. That way laid hurt, and a lot of pretending there wasn't hurt.
Being nuzzled by a werefox wasn't so bad.